So on a less work based and more personal note, I think I'm finally beginning to run into how difficult this is all going to be. I' not afraid and I know I can do it, breaking old habits, making new friends, trying to get all the work done. Still looking for a job. The worries of moving out next year, y'know, trying to find a place with people I'll be comfortable staying with. Sorting out my social insecurities.
Which I've been doing great on, I've really surprised myself with how quickly I've settled in and I'm pretty quickly gaining in confidence.
But it doesn't mean my head doesn't still love to over think just about everything.
I guess it's all just a big change, from having nothing and doing nothing to suddenly everything going on in the space of less than a month.
New problems are popping up too, family things and other stuff, and that starting to get to me too, because I've been enjoying all this new stuff, all this change, the chance to finally get on with my life. But it just feels like some of the decisions I'll have to make soon, no matter what choice I pick, none of em are right. It's one path or the other but they both lead to Silent Hill :\